Showing posts with label transesophageal echocardiogram. Show all posts
Showing posts with label transesophageal echocardiogram. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

No Holes

I am happy to report that I don't have a hole in my heart.



That is what they were looking for with the whole "gargle this Karo thick Lidocaine and then swallow this Sharpie on a rope" thing I did this morning. I simply won't tell you all the crude things that are going through my mind to describe how my esophagus feels right now...but let's say one scenario involves the Coney Island side show and a mug of flaming bourbon.



It is a great relief. I am a little torn however, because if they had found a hole (also known as a PFO) they would have been able to fix it pretty easily and then my Migraines might have gone away. The migraines mimic TIA type strokes pretty closely with progressive blindness radiating out from the center of vision until complete, total loss of sensation on the left side of the body, hemi-paralysis, and finally mind-crushing pain for 6 to 12 hours. Now it is back to the drawing board to try to find the root cause. I count myself as lucky though, I have found a medication that staves them off almost completely (Topamax), but I live with the constant fear that one day it might stop working. As someone who worked in research for a long time, I can not accept that a causality will not be found.

At least now I can go back to the studio and make my happy little flowers with one less thing to worry about.

So There!





Title: This is where all the trouble begins
(Yes, that is my brain in there)

Invasive

I'm feeling a little bleak today. It is cold and raining buckets, a preview of fall to come, which is generally ok, but not for today. I haven't been allowed to eat or drink anything since yesterday because of a procedure I am having today where they, numb up your throat, sedate you and then stick some ultrasound equipment down your esophagus so they can get a very clear look at your heart. I am thirsty and cranky and more than a little apprehensive...so I started making this shadowbox.






It is significantly darker than my other work as of late, and it is probably NOT destined for Etsy, but then I am feeling a little darker than usual today. Keep your fingers crossed for me...it is not a very risky thing I am having, just an uncomfortable one.